Now Playing : Top 100 countdown - 987 FM

Hello dear friends. Today isn't like any other day. Today is the last day of the year 2006. But I totally thought tomorrow was the last day. I thought today is the 30th, but I was wrong. Oh anyway, this year was great. Well, I don't know if it's the greatest, but every year has its good and bad events.

I shall do a proper review of the year 2006. Okay, just the main highlights.

Yeah, I moved up from Sec 1D, to 2D. The class was known to be haunted, oh wow. I spent one year there, nothing happened. But the legend must go on! We shall continue to scare the stupid fools who will believe a girl was killed by a falling fan. Sheesh.

I was honoured to captain the school soccer team. Yeah, we didn't have time to bond, since the sec ones were new. We survived the East Zone. It had its ups and downs. We beat Eastview 7-1, Chai Chee 9-0, but lost to Victoria 7-0. Yeah. We got promoted to League 3. We had a good time. We were unbeatable. Maybe our complacency caused our loss in the last game. We got to the semi-finals. We were 3rd, although we knew we could have been the champions. Oh well.

Another highlight would be our 4th consecutive victory at Seacom. Hooyah! We made record by clinching 6 golds. We finally got our double golds. And also, I got selected for the orienteering team. Even better, I was the team I/C. Well, we were expected to not win, and we met their expectations. And even better, we beat NCC Land. It wasn't expected for the LAND to lose to the SEA in a LAND activity. Hooyah Part B.

Around March, we joined Talent Search. We only aimed to qualify for the Semi Finals. We entered the competition playing Holiday by Greenday. We qualified for the Semi Finals. We played Crazy by Simple Plan. We qualified to the Finals. We played Come Home Soon, by Pug Jelly. We were the top 5. The top 5 talented groups in TK. Hell yeah it was a nice experience. The band has matured. From Dammit by Blink 182, to Chapter Four by Avenged Sevenfold. Making the band a local icon would be tough, but we'll try.

FYEs weren't that satisfying. Even though I got what I opted for, I didn't do that well. I scored distinction only in Maths. I got into the choice I've been aiming for, Combined sci with D&T. I don't know why many people went 'How come Double sci is your 2nd choice, and combined is your 1st?' Well, I don't know what's wrong with Combined sci. It has its pros, and cons. I only have to concentrate on 7 subjects, which makes life easier. Well, we'll see in the end.

This year, I'm sure I fell in love. Genuine love. Not blind love, but true love. Maybe it's not true love, but I say it is. Love is deceiving. It could give you pleasure, or devastates you.

Yeah, it had been quite an eventful year. I'm happy, and sad the year's coming to an end.

2007 would mean...

• I will be a Sec 3 student.
• I will be considered as a 15-year-old.
• I will be a step closer to be legal to view NC-16 movies
• I will be wearing pants, not shorts to school.
• I will be in Part C.
• I will be facing more difficulties in life.
• I will be getting my IC. (Oh yeah)
• I will be playing in the B'div.

2007 would also have movies like...

• Spiderman 3
• Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
• Harry Potter: The Order of the Phoenix
• Shrek 3
• Transformers
• Gridiron Gang
• The Simpsons Movie
  

And here are my resolutions...

• Concentrate more in class.
• Exercise more.
• Be less lazy in everything.
• Help others more.

Maybe that's all. Cause if I don't achieve any of em, it will just be a disappointment. So maybe this year, I'll keep my resolutions short and simple. Will make my life easier.

So, to all, Happy New Year.

till then.
Auld Lang Syne,
my friends.

Oh baby. Manchester won, again. MY Cristiano Ronaldo scored a double, again. Chelsea drew, again. Chelsea scored an own goal, again. Manchester has a 6 points lead. Stupid cock shit Chelsea.

Oh, I shall be a good 987 FM listener and listen to the top 100 countdown today.

till then.
Today is a special day.

I have been tagged.

Golden rules:
Do the following without complaint.
Choose 5 person to do this after you have completed yours.
Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
Start your post with "I have been tagged"
Then do this.

Your 10 favourites
Colour: Purple/black/white.
Food: Pizza.
Song: Preferably Metal or Rock.
Movie: Got to be LOTR the trilogy.
Sport: Soccer.
Season: Winter.
Day of the week: Sunday. Any day actually.
Ice cream flavour: Choc mint.
Book: Little Red Riding Hood
Anime/cartoon: Spongebob Squarepants & The Simpsons.

Current
Mood: Moodless.
Desktop: FORT MINOR. Unchanged since a very long time ago.
Toenail colour: Black with gold stars.
Time: 6:20 PM
Annoyance: Nothing in particular.
Thought: Stuffs.
Boyfriend/girlfriend: Emma and Elisha.
Book you're reading: Panic - Jeff Abott.

First
Best friend: Tirmidzi.
Crush: Krystal. XD
Movie: I think Toy Story.
Piercing: None.
Lie: I don't know. Telling my mom I didn't finish up the sweets?
Music: If you're talking about bands, then got to be Linkin Park. xD
Car: Tamiya.

Last
Cigarette: Oh.
Drink: Water.
Car ride: Not in the last two days.
Movie: Night at the Museum.
Phone call: Can't remember.
CD Played: Yellowcard.

Have you ever
Dated one of your best friends: Nah.
Broken the law: Oh yeah.
Been arrested: Nope.
Been on TV: Err, I'll try being on the TV later. (:
Kissed someone you didn't know: No.

3 things you are wearing
Shirt
Shorts
Underwear

4 things you have done today:
Breathe
Walk
Drink
Sleep

3 things you hear right now:
The TV
The people downstairs
The keyboard

2 things you can't live without:
Oxygen
Food and water.

Things you can do when you're bored:
Watch TV
Listen to music
Stare into blank space

And now, for the 5 people you got to tag:
Amir
Liyana
Asyraf
Rahman
Azri

Now Playing : Aiden - Knife Blood Nightmare

Fooh. I just came back. Today was a blast, but tiring.

Walked to the MRT station, telling myself not to slouch. People say I slouch, so I'm trying to kick the habit that I'm unaware of. It makes me shorter, and I'm not short. I'm tall, well taller than many.

The train just passed, so I had to wait for another 5 minutes. I was thinking about stuffs, staring into space till I saw this chinese-looking girl. She was carrying a light-blue bag, which reminded me of Liyana. She was also walking beside an indian girl. Somehow, I know it's her, but I thought it's too much of a coincidence. I wanted to wait till she comes up, but my train came, and I was late.

Met Saeful, Amir and his dad at Somerset MRT station. We went for our prayers first. After that, Amir's dad treated us lunch. We ate fish head curry. Amir and Saeful didn't fancy it, so I had to eat it. Not the whole head, maybe around a third. That place we ate was actually where Taufik hangs out. I guess it's a nice place. The chinese lady, most probably the shop owner, was Indonesian. She speaks malay better than some malays xD

Plans going to Lido were cancelled. We decided to go to Cine instead. Met Chen Xiang, who claimed he was going out with his friend, not girlfriend. Haha. Walked around Cine, waiting for Haiqal and Su to arrive. They finally arrived, after a long wait. They didn't want to get a Chamber, even though there was still 1hr 45mins left before the show starts. Then someone suggested Far East. So somehow we all agreed.

Amir said Far East was the other side of Orchard. So we go ah. Walk and walk, till the end. Found out Far East wasn't at that side of Orchard. Decided to walk very fast, so Haiqal and Su would get lost. Yeah, we were very bored, and pissed since Far East was missing. There was this booth for tourists to enquire just about anything. So I tried speaking english like an Indonesian. Amir said it was great, but I didn't want to paiseh myself.

So we went back all the way to Cine. Decided to go to Ezone this time. That place was pathetic. Really, really pathetic. But we had fun. Since Amir tried to play that 'jump-on-the-arrows-so-you-get-combos-and-win' game. He failed. He only survived for 20 seconds. XD

After we got sick of the arcade, we went to get some food to smuggle into the cinema. I shared money with Saeful to get Ruffles, then Amir got me a cookie. A real big cookie. Saeful bought the little ones. We got popcorn too, but Su didn't pay for it. >.<

'Hey dumdum, did you bring my gumgum?'

C'mon lah. The whole cinema was laughing away. You should go and catch it if you haven't. I rate it 3.25/5.

It was already 8 by the time the movie ended. Su had to go home, since according to her, her mom was pissed. So we had to send her home, because it seemed like it was too early to go home. We wanted to go somewhere fun before going home. We were thinking of either ECP, Simei, TM, Bugis or Bedok Mac. In the end we went to PP. Out of all the places, PP.

They ate dinner, I just watched them. The barbers were closed already, since it was already 10. I'm planning to cut mohawk again. If not, then some goth haircut. Something like AFI's lead singer, but not as gay as his.

Oh, Parvesh is returning tomorrow from his very long holiday. He said he isn't looking forward to become the Captain because he don't want to trouble himself presenting the throphy, if any, to the principal. So I guess Hairi will be the new Captain.

Oh darn. Jasper just MSNed me, asking me 'You going tomorrow?' Luckily he asked, or I would have forgotten. My legs ache from the walking at Orchard. I might not come, or I just might. Must be dedicated to be the next CSM XD

till then.
It was you I was thinking of,
and there you appeared,
as if this is all a dream.

Now Playing : Lost Prophets - Tonight

Blogging due to boredom. I think I've decided what I want to do roughly with my life. Well, I'm planning to be either a designer or the most common job, a teacher. I don't want to get an office job. It's boring, very routinely. Many teachers become teachers mainly because of the holidays. And we all love holidays, don't we?

If I become a designer, I've yet to choose what designer I'll be. I prefer to be an architect actually, but that seems sort of unrealistic. So I'm thinking of becoming an interior designer.

So if I decide to take design, then I go to poly, if not then JC. Then, after NS, I'll apply for my driver's license. Hopefully I'll get it by 23. Then, I shall find someone who's interested in studying overseas. Actually Adri wants to do that too. So maybe I'll go with him. I might go to UK, or maybe Australia, but definitely not the States. Canada's possible. I miss the life in UK. It's so simple. Maybe it's quite costly, but its alright. Maybe I'll settle down in Loughborough. I'm talking to much man. Later I don't even get to study overseas.

So after that, I enjoy life with Emma and Elisha and we all will be happy :D

Oh yeah, one more thing. MTV destroys music. It gets music so popular that every will start listening to the same damn song and the quality of the music goes down real bad. Now Dark Blue is played on the radio. It's only a matter of time before the whole world listens to it.

till then.
Why leave when you claim it is love?
But why stay when you're not the only one?

Now Playing : Paris Hiltion - Nothing In This World

Don't get it wrong. I do not own any Paris Hilton's songs. I'm just listening to the radio. And the rain is too much. Wake me up when the monsoon season is over man. And bloody hell, the internet connection is cocked up due to some earthquake. It might take 2-3 weeks to repair the undersea cables. I'll die man. But luckily YouTube is available despite the shitty internet.

Oh anyway, went shopping yesterday with Haiqal, Saeful and Amir. First we went to Suntec, then we realised it's a pathetic place, so we went to Marina Square. Then we realised the MRT station isn't at Marina, but at CityLink Mall. So we went there. Decided not to go to VivoCity but Peninsula instead. Good place to shop. There was an SX at $150 man. Time to save up. But, there's other things to save up for. Sigh. So I got myself an Atreyu shirt. The shop also had Hawthorne Heights, Saosin, A7X, Senses Fail and more. The bloody indian uncle was unreasonable man. I would buy from other shops if they had the shirt. Count yourself lucky, bastard. I wanted to get the hoodie instead, but it was $35. So, I have to save up ahh.

Then, we decided to go to Bugis. We know 32 & 197 goes to Bugis. 32 came, so we boarded it. Amir was being kiasu and asked the driver, 'This bus goes to Bugis?' And we had to thank his kiasuness. We took the 32 at the wrong direction. So we had to walk all the way to the other side.

Ahh, Saeful and I decided to wear slip-ons next year. But we couldn't find any. Or rather, it was too crowded for us to look for em. I also found the bag I'm looking for. It's at $39, and negotiatable. I might go there on Tuesday to get it. It better be open man. Then, we went to Parco. Saeful and Haiqal are obsessed with Topshop. Actually, I am too lah. But they sell stuffs that are way out of our spending power. The cheapest was an $18 shirt. And the most expensive was, very expensive. It started to rain. Saeful wanted to eat at Macs so badly, but the rest of us were broke. So we got ourselves a McFlurry each, on a rainy afternoon. Saeful heard someone say 'So cold, you still want to eat ice cream ah?' That someone had a point. Haha.

The year's gonna end soon. Gonna do my resolution(s) soon. And, nobody cares about homework man. I think out of the 1082718972 people I know, only like 5 did it. Hohoho. Get ready for hell next year. I'm actually happy school's starting. You know, too much holiday might kill. Especially with internet connection like this and the wet season. So the only thing I can do now is, PRISON BREAK. Season 1, here I come.

till then.
Giving you up, is like suicide.

Oh yeah. MANCHESTER WON. Manchester United dominated the game. Good thing Alex listened to me. I told him to play monkey in the first half, end it with no goals, then dominate the second. That's what happened in the Villa Park game. Wigan had a consolation at the end of the game. Oh well, they deserved it I guess. And my Cristiano Ronaldo, you're on fire. So now what do the critics have to say?

Oh yeah. CHELSEA DIDN'T WIN. In your face Mourinho. Two times it happened, it won't and didn't happen again.
'We'll be the league leaders by Christmas,'
Yeah right, Jose. Kiss my ass. You're 4 points behind.

Oh yeah. LIVERPOOL LOST. Enough said. Woohoo.

till then.
Love like you've never loved before.

Now Playing : Sevendust - Enemy

So it has been raining for 180719872 days. Okay, maybe not. But it has been raining since yesterday. The rain also caused many upsets. Well, someone said I pangseh-ed them. It was actually because of the rain. It seemed like it was gonna get heavier. But Ken said it didn't rain at Opera at all.

And also, the street soccer court here has been demolished. I don't know why, but it better be because they wanna build a new and better one. The rain isn't letting the banglas complete their work. So the new court, if there's gonna be one, gonna come way later.

Rain rain,
Go away,
Come again,
Another day.

Oh yeah.

Happy 14th Birthday Ng Shumin.

I really really hope none of your dreams and wishes come true.

You have to wait another year to turn 15, while I have to wait only 6 months, bitch.

>:D

Oh yeah. May Manchester win today and Chelsea lose badly. They need to lose man. They can't win the at last minute everytime. Drogba's getting egoistic. He's not the best lah. The best won't say they're the best. Unlike Drogba, he wont get the Player of the Year I tell you. C. Ronaldo will, okay at least he's be a better candidate than Drogba.

till then.
I missed you more than I did yesterday.

Now Playing : A Cutthroat Kiss - Dear Friends

What's up world? It's gonna be Christmas! I'm so excited! Ahh, maybe not. Christmas is all about little kids realising that Santa isn't real. Just 2 more days you dudes who are waiting for Christmas to arrive.

Anyway, I was busy watching TV last night that's why I didn't come online. I'm sure many of you would consider American Pie 2 as a horny show, but I tell you, it's more than that. I got to watch that since my parents were out, or they'll be going 'What the hell are you watching?', and then I die. Hoho. It was a very cool movie. It's more about love, the horny shit is just to spice up the movie. There's no hot dudes in the movie, so the movie was more suitable for guys, and lesbians. Hoho. There were loads of censored scenes, bloody hell. Well, the story was about Jim, realising that you don't need a hot babe to love. When somebody loves you, you shouldn't just ignore and wait for better ones to come. Love doesn't come easy. So Jim realised he only liked the hot girl, for how hot she was, but he actually loved another not-so-hot girl. Yeah, you don't need a hot guy/babe to fall in love.

Oh anyway, WHO WANTS TO GO TO THE CAGE? I've decided to have some fun before school reopens. So, Ken is gonna bring his VS dudes and then pangseh us. Yeah, so who wishes to come just tell me uh. I think it'll be either this Monday or Tuesday. But please note, you'll have the contribute some cash too.

till then.
I know I love you.
Do you?

Now Playing : Secondhand Serenade - Half Alive

Tagbacks
Hafiz: Like that you must give up screamo you know. Haha.
mAn: Mana ada nama kau muncul? Thanks ah pasal skin aku.
az & Ammar: Nope, not paint. Never used paint before. Only Adobe Photoshop.

Yo people of the world. Blogger's back! And the week has been very sunny. Birds chirping here and there. Flowers blooming. As if it's spring.

I wish.

The rain has created many problems. First, the floods around the world, okay, maybe not. And also, our school field turned into a wetland reserve, just like Chelsea's field earlier this year. The lines are all gone. And there's training tomorrow. Last training of the year. On a very muddy field.

So, posting results are out today! For the Primary 6, graduation to Sec 1. Gonna see who got into TK tomorrow. Or maybe it'll be too late, cause training starts only at 3.

Oh, I met loads of people today. Not really met them, but saw them. Went to Swensens for lunch. The bill was $95. Hoho. So, first, I saw Adri and his family walking around Parkway. His sister just got her results. Adri really hopes she gets TKG and not TK. Then, I saw the most adorable boy. Hafiy!! And his family. Haiqal wasn't there. But Hafiy didn't see me. Then we went to Popular. Saw Ting Hui and Jessica. They were probably shopping for their school supplies. They didn't see me. Actually, I kinda ran away from them. Hehh. Don't get it wrong, I'm not an anti-social. I love socializing.

I got myself a new book. Another mystery, horror, gory, creepy book. My favourite. The 'To Kill A Mockingbird' I got from the booklist, was a, I think a Literature version. It's very, literature-ish. Not my type. I'll probably sell it to some Lit student then.

Bloody hell ah. At around 4pm, there was a power failure. The whole neighbourhood experienced it. I couldn't watch Anak Metropolitan. Power Rangers SPD came to the rescue and the power came back at 450 PM. Okay, that was lame. I could only watch the last 10 minutes of Anak Metro. Sam is a killer.

Oh no. School's starting very soon. Going out on Monday, I think, to enjoy my holiday while I can. It hasn't been a fascinating holiday this year. No holidays. No movies. Only SCHOOL. Bloody hell. I better enjoy myself this Monday.

till then.
Stories with happy endings, are stories that have not ended.

Omg. The world is following concepts. But I'm not worrying that I dont belong to any concept. Haiqal, emo. Raihan, metal. Some other people, punk. I know. I'm gonna start a new concept.

JAZZ.

Look out people, jazz will rock your lives.

till then.
=D

Just another new skin.

Now Playing : New Found Glory - It's Not Your Fault

I'm back fellow friends. As you have noticed, I've been away for a few days. Sadly, I didn't embark on my holiday to nowhere. Don't ask why.

Oh dear, Manchester United lost. Well, they didn't play their best yesterday, or rather this morning. I guess the pitch was quite small, maybe Ronaldo didn't have the space to run here and there. Chelsea had a close fight. Honestly, all their 3 goals were fabulous. But, Manchester will deliver better goals later on. Hehh.

And Star Wars was awesome. Too bad they're not playing it in sequence. It's supposed to be 4, 5, 6 then 1, 2, 3. My favourite part of the movie was Darth Maul getting sliced into two. Cool stuff. I might just be a Star-Wars geeky fan.

I've been on a movie marathon. I still have 3 more movies to watch. They're old movies, but they're still better than nothing. I still don't get Da Vinci Code, partly because of the poor resolution of pirated not so original DVDs.

Oh yeah, I've been reading while I isolated myself from the computer. Finishing up The Surgeon, a nice book for those who probably love movies like Saw, or House of Wax. I am a slow reader. I'm just amazed how some people read so damn fast. Like some people could read the whole trilogy of LOTR in a day. Crazy people man. I can't even do that even if I wanted to. Oh well.

till then.
I love Banos.

Tagbacks
josh: Aiyah, your ankle twisted then still can play right.
yanjun: Yo! =D
az: mine isn't exactly on the tongue, but it's near the tonsils.
mAn: kau bus ketiga. (:
Ammar: Yeah, Rise Against are good, and I've accepted your request on Friendster.
halina: Done :D
Him: Aha, I've heard so much of you. Anyway, I'm glad I'm still alive.
az: Really? Well, yeah, I have.

Now Playing : My Chemical Romance - Bury Me In Black

I've been suffering many, err, sufferings, yet I'm still alive. Soccer injuries, countless. And today, I got kneed in the stomach/lungs. Let's just say the diaphragm. Yeah, I really thought I was gonna die or something. I seriously sound like some woman giving birth. Or maybe worse. But, it was painful man. I couldn't breathe and I wanted to vomit. It certainly made me think twice about ever playing as a keeper again. That's only the beginning.

The B'div match was okay, just that I was too tired. In fact, half of the team played for the C'div match, so yeah, we're all tired. I really wanted to get substituted out, but there weren't enough people. Some dude tackled my ankle from the back. The pain was excruciating. Well, maybe not very, but I got to rest. Adri came in for me.

Oh, then at Queensway, a ladder fell onto my injured ankle. Yeah, painful.

And I had to cook my own lunch/dinner. So the only thing there was to cook in 5 minutes was nothing else but Maggie. I accidentally scalded myself while carrying the bowl of noodles into the dining room. It was burning like, boiling water -_-

After eating, I found out there's an ulcer on my TONGUE. If it's on the lip, maybe that's usual. But this time, it's on the tongue. Bloody hell. It hurts every single time I swallow, even my saliva. And I can't take a deep breath. Even a normal breath is slightly painful.

So that was how painful my day was.

till then.
You need Eyemo? If not, I'm right here in front of you.

Now Playing : Vertical Horizon - Best I've Ever Had

I don't know why some people like to
change their font to so damn small, but in
the end, it's still viewable. You people are
killing my eyes.

Oh anyway, sorry for not coming online last night my fellow friends. I was too tired after a shopping spree at OG last night. I got my belt, an OP shirt and pants.

Oh yeah, I'm only going on my holiday to nowhere on Friday, and returning on Sunday, which means I can still play for the matches.

One last thing. Barthez did well ;) Turned out to be a draw.

Shucks. I need to go to Queensway again. 3rd time this month. I'll be back tonight my friends.

till then.
You're only the best I've ever had.

Now Playing : Avenged Sevenfold - M.I.A

Oh shucks. I'll be going on a holiday, to oh-so-boring Malaysia. It's supposed to be a trip with no specific destination. I'm going with two other families. I better do some shopping while I'm there. Will be gone from Thursday till Tuesday.

Oh, Torres turned into Barthez. Figure out what that means. ;)

Anyway, our new band name, A Beautiful Nightmare. We'll go for recording next year, and hopefully you people get to listen to it.

till then.
Two million soldiers can't be wrong.

Now Playing : John Mayer - Daughters

Howdy. I'm in need of money man.
Things I got to get before school reopens:
-A new belt.
-A new pair of shoes.
-A nice Billabong t-shirt.
-A few pairs of 3/4 pants.
-A new bag.
-Tights.
-A new set of stationeries.
-+44's new album.
-A bedside table.
-A alarmless clock.

I guess that's all for now. I need to find an outfit to wear on Friday. Supposed to dress smartly since it's a 'high class' thing according to Haiqal. Oh I've come up a new name for the band, A Beautiful Nightmare. Amir suggested Behind the Fringe, since it's an emo band. Any suggestions?

till then.
You're the one I need, I'm the one you loathe.

Now Playing : Dashboard Confessionals - Hands Down

Yes ahhh. Manchester United 8 points clear, even though Chelsea have a game in hand. 8 points is a good enough gap. Manchester United might just become this season's champions. Chelsea vs Arsenal match was BORING. I watched the first half almost falling asleep. I slept sometime during the second half.

Still haven't ask Mom about the moolahs. I cleaned up almost the whole house today, so she better give. So now, everyone's playing Audition. One start playing, all play.

Oh, Amplifive gonna turn into an Emo band. That means, we have to figure out a new name. Amplifive sounds too much like Click Five, which is disgusting. So we're like, ex-punk, part-time metal, half-rock and emo. I prefer screamo, like Saosin. Haiqal agrees they're nice. Or maybe we could play A Cutthroat Kiss too. Haha, I haven't even started learning Thank You For The Venom, but it's alright. Saeful's not in S'pore so we can't jam. Got to meet Ken and Amir now, so here's a song.



Betray
The Avalon is always beside me
And I'm following it home
Where is my home
Orion glows
And his eyes open up
I once believed that I would set you in line

If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now
If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something

The fluid through the alpha waves and power cables everywhere
Exercising self-control
The child calls
And he lies open
I would believe if only I'd been thinking at all

If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now
If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something

If you keep asking me (keep asking me) keep asking me

If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now
If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air
It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something

You swore
Out like my life
You cried
So I'm engaged to smile

till then.
I can tell.

Oh yeah guys, please do delete my number off your contacts. I'm gonna go phoneless till God knows when. It's kinda good to be without a phone sometimes. Never have to worry of missed calls, not returning messages or losing the phone. And if your mom asks you why you came home late, just use the lamest excuse, 'I have no phone and thus, I couldn't contact you.' :D

So please, delete me off. Thank you, and have a pleasant day.

till then.
Die romantic.

Now Playing : Avenged Sevenfold - Radiant Eclipse

Today wasn't very awesome. Woke up with another terrible migrane. Fifth one this week. I might see the doctor and ask why I get it almost every morning. So anyway, I didn't go to the wedding invitation with my family. I just stayed at home and slept. Woke up at 2 and watched Mr & Mrs Smith. Great movie. I pretty much watched the TV the whole of today. Will be going with Mr Wee and co. to Queensway tomorrow to order the jerseys. I insisted that the jerseys must be Line 7 and start a tradition. They agreed that white would be TK's home colour. I'm also gonna get my Joga Bonito shoes for next year. I really hope Mom gives me the moolahs. If she doesn't, I might have an unenjoyable soccer training. Tonight's match better be entertaining like last night's. Go Arsenal! A draw at least would be fine :D But a win would be better >:D

till then.
Go, Chelsea, Go. Go home.

Now Playing : The All-American Rejects - Straightjacket Feeling

I had the best dream ever in my life. The dream seems so real. Sadly, it was just a dream. If it were a movie, it'll get 5 stars. Unfortunately, the content of the dream is too explicit to be told. All I can say is, I spent the most intimate session with the one I loved. Too bad it was just a dream.

Her: If we're just friends, why do we love each other?
Me: I guess that's how things are supposed to be.

Then, the dream became from romance to action. Dinosaurs were invading Earth. I can't remember who were there, but in the end, the 'evil' dinosaur turned out to be the 'good' one. Today's dream was one that I really enjoyed, but it's just a dream. Sigh.

till then.
But today I'm fine without you.

Now Playing : Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the E

Tagbacks
Ken: Emo then emo lah.
pikachu: You must be celebrating Opposite Day in Pallette Town. Say hi to Ash.
justin: It does lah. Well, to a certain extent. Otherwise, I'm just a happy-go-lucky child.
clayton: Eh? I didn't see you. You go school on a Friday for what?
rina: Thanks. (:
44: Yeah, those are nice songs. But I like 'There Is' the most.

A beautiful Saturday. You know why? Manchester is 9 points clear after a fantabulous win over Manchester City >:D But Chelsea have 2 games in hand, and I'm gonna support Arsenal in this week's big clash. Go Arsenal!

Anyway, today was alright. Woke up at 8, read a little bit, then I heard the heavenly sound of the Simpsons opening theme outside. I put down my book and rushed out. A great show. I think I've watched that episode before, but who cares? It's still entertaining.

Stupid guy with headphones: Spell ACDC.
Lisa: A-C-D-C.
Stupid guy with headphones: Wrong! You forgot the lightning sign.

Yeah, after that Mom said we're going out. Once again, she didn't mention where. So Dad drove till Nicoll Highway, then I guessed that we're going to Suntec. I was right. Mom wanted to do grocery shopping at Carefour. I grabbed my snacks without her knowing. Hehh. Dad asked if I wanted to get a belt, but I foolishly declined. I'll get one a week before school reopens. Tina got herself a new car. Okay, not exactly a car, but those kiddy cars which you have to push yourself forward to get it going. Yeah, I got myself a Corneto.

We went to Beach Road for lunch. I had my usual, Nasi Ayam Black Pepper. As I walked to the other side to order, guess who I saw? NAWAWI. Well, I think that's his name. xD He was eating all alone. He asked me for my MSN. He was wearing his Victoria shirt, and I felt it wasn't right telling him my email add. So I asked for his instead. It turns out that he was taking 2-star. SLOW SIA. Hehh. I might consider on taking 3-star next year. Or maybe after O's.

We went home after that and I straightaway fell asleep. I just felt tired. Furthermore, I had to regain energy for Man U's match. I had a long nap. 1 PM all the way to 6 PM. I missed Prison Break twice already. But it's alright. Wafiy's brother has the whole season, and I'm gonna borrow it :) Oh, Dad altered my pants and it fits nicely now.

7:40 PM came shortly after, and Rooney scored a fabulous goal just 5 minutes after the start of the game. Ronaldo delivered an early and fast cross which was deflected into Rooney's left foot. Saha doubled the lead. Trabelsi delivered a venomous goal in the second half which put Man U in hot soup. Once again, we have to thank Ronaldo for securing the derby win. Final score, 3-1.

Aman is not emo. Just confused and frustrated.




Melanie C - Better Alone

I understand your point of view letting me go
But I thought you had more faith
Everything I've done for you
You made the mistakes and now you throw this in my face
And I have worked so hard for you all of this time and you cast me aside
I understand your point of view

But I can't seem to get my head around
All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear
And every time I think I've got this all worked out
Something chews me up and spits me out
But there's nothing left to fear
I'm better alone my dear

You couldn't pick a better time to give me the news
Why don't you kick me when I'm down?
I'd always believed in you
Defended your name but you have not been true
I gave you so much of my life I've compromised and you tell me goodbye
You couldn't pick a better time

And I can't seem to get my head around
All the things that I feel good about always seem to disappear
And every time I think I've got this all worked out
Something chews me up and spits me out
But there's nothing left to fear
I'm better alone my dear

I know I really should thank you for setting me free
It's really amazing the changes I'm starting to feel
It's not gonna be long till I'm fit and strong
Deliverance helped me heal still I wonder if you ever wish you still had me

Will I ever get my head around
All the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappear
When every time I think I've got this all worked out
Something chews me up and spits me out
But there's nothing left to fear
No No No

I can't seem to get my head around
All the things that I feel good about that always seem to disappear
No No

And every time I think I've got this figured out
Something screws me up and drags me down
But there's nothing left to fear
I'm better alone my dear

till then.
Or maybe I was just bullshitting.

Now Playing : Aiden - The Last Sunrise

Life is fucked. Well, at least for me. Note, that was the first vulgarity used in posts in probably months. You know, sometimes, when you don't do something well, they say you suck. But when you do something brilliantly, they say it's luck. And sometimes, when you care too much, they won't notice it. They'll take advantage. It's not so good to care too much sometimes. And sometimes, your life is so smooth, you get so high, so happy, and when that feeling is taken away from you, it really sucks. Once again, my theories of life has been proven. Life isn't fair. Not at all. Even if you feel like it is fair, just wait, something undesirable will happen. Such a pity, I lead such a dreadful childhood.

till then.
I care just too fucking much.

Hooray, Manchester won.
Fook, I slept for 90 minutes this morning.

I was watching TV at 3am, waiting for the match to start. At 5+am, I woke up hearing the commentator saying 'Manchester 3, Benfica 1'. I missed the whole bloody match. But at least they're in. The Newpaper says Arsenal and Porto's match is boring. As expected, Manu's matches are always exciting.

Oh yeah, I accidentally bought 2 Geog maps, costing $13 each. I didn't know I bought two till the order came. So I'm selling one to Ken. And I accidentally bought a Chinese compo writing pad too. Su, you know what? I shall slap my forehead now. :D

Holidays are boring. It's getting more boring as you get older. I used to enjoy the holidays in primary school, but right now, I prefer being in school. Oh well, we'll be facing St Pats tomorrow. Confirm all no stamina ;D

till then.
My mind says 'forget it', my heart says 'she's the one'.

Now Playing : Avenged Sevenfold - Chapter Four

Shit. I've blogged a very long post and the computer restarted just like that. & the infobar on cable isn't working. Shucks. Man U better win man. Ronaldo better dive, and Saha better not miss.

till then.
Kill the flirt, marry the harlot.

I am back. I am tired. Good news, soccer camp is canceled. Actually, that's rather bad news, cause I seriously have nothing to do at home. Camp was boring. There was no nightwalk or solo sleep. The fun part was the trip to OCH. I want to go back there, and we should start a petition to make the place public, not private property. I didn't get to go in. >:(

The match was alright. TK vs VS. C'div won 2-1. B'div lost 6-1. Nice to see them again, those sec 3/4 dudes like Marcus, Shawn, Liang etc. Friday, St Pats. The length of this post shows how tired I am. I shall sleep now, to regain energy for tonight. Let's hope history won't repeat.

till then.
I admit, I can't stop thinking of you.

Now Playing : Breaking Benjamin - Blow Me Away

Hello world. This will be the last post till next week. I'm going to Iceland to learn more about penguins. Everything about penguins. What they eat, where they sleep, how they have sex etc. The only thing I know about them is: once a female penguin meets a male penguin, they'll never leave each other. Hoho, so way different from humans.

till then.
Astalavista.

Now Playing : Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country

Phew. I'm finally back from school. Today was a freaking long day. Next week will be packed with activities. Won't be going online. And today, I'm very convinced, after what had happened, that you should be too nice. It's alright to be nice and all, but too much isn't. I need some break from school man. The posts are getting shorter. I have a break tomorrow, and then, two-camps-in-a-week. Geez, the posts are getting shorter and shorter.

till then.
I'm much too rare to die.

Now Playing : Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become

Today's the finale. The real thing. But we dont even get to see the GOH. Screw the world man. And Vivo was officially opened, & I wasn't there. Ah, who cares. Maybe it was as crowded when IKEA at Pasir Ris was opened. I like peace and quiet.

NOTE ALL PART B
Contact me for the list of things to bring for camp.

till then.
So what if you can see the darker side of me.

Dear blog,

I wanted to post last night on the wireless tablet PC, but unfortunately, there was some error. I will resume my proper blogging next week. Oh shucks. I have camp. Mon-Wed NCC camp. Thurs-Sat Soccer camp. Fooyoh. NCC camp is gonna be pure torture. Im craving for a nightwalk. Seems crazy, but it has been a long time since I did one. Solo sleep is boring, since it is sleeping. And I will only be home tonight at 10pm. I might go online, if I'm not tired. This blog is considered half-alive for the moment.

till then.g
I want to marry Dora so we can travel around the world.